What a heck of a day it is...getting up at 7 even you go to bed at 4 and feeling dizzy on your home to office and moreover refrigerator running out of milk so no cornflakes in the morning and granola bar breakfast again...feeling so dizzy that a hot cup of black tea surrenders before you that its have no more caffeine to get you awake and evening cricket after office when the while ball is barely visible and you have to solely depend on your hearing sensory organ to hit the ball out of the park(I can realize now how the blind cricketer would be feeling ) ...and after 3 5-5 game its a complete body ache...barelly able to run in the park (this is what happens if you have zero physical activity)...and after the match a sleep in the late evening that you feel like you had not taken for years.and now in the middle of the night that is technically the next day writing the blog that says for the last days activities..hardly looks like a day you would plan for rather a day that pull you inside its grand architecture...
Now the good thing about today although its technically friday and practically thursday ...the thursday always have been very inspiring and they remind that fridays and weekend are just around the corner and that week that feels like begun just few hours ago is about to be finished within a few hours.So you feel like your life is in such a fast track that you only realize that when you see you face in the washroom mirrors and surprise to find few grey hairs...I am growing old...oh heck it feels like a week that is practically a year....and if you are put in a cell without any light for an hour you 'd feel like a year.. now this shows how biased you feelings are.....you perceive what you think not what it is...which is the single most important reason why I am using my laptop keybaord so much now...while playing with a blackberry on my other netbook...
One thin I learned today ...believe is so biased as well its only a manifestation of your previous experience with things not necessarily some thing real...its of course make you fell more confident about certein things without which you even can not turn your laptop on to write this blog also...but its what you perceive not what it really is.. its another layer of Maya..(sounds philosophical)...for example there is a old proverb in my native language which would translate here without taking any credit of it "if you are once bitten by a snake the next you would be terrified if you see a rope"...
Now about todays plan dint worked out atall..btw what was the plan for today...oh there were no plan...thats why...so how its feels like having no plan and no execution ofcourse...its feels like your life is one day shorter...oh Really ..I do mean this...so thats the punch line I had put on the subject..now one good thing I came to know about me (too much of me these days probablly you be bored..sorry) is that what I really enjoy doing ...no its not what you might be thinking now..dirty minds...its when you are able to execute to perfecting to what you had planned before..its gives you a feeling of self command and sends strong doses of some neuro hormone may be adrenalin (who knows) to the brain and brain thinks its on the top of the world and as if control a lot of the stuff around the world..and what makes you feel miserable its the exact opposite if none of your plan works out...its not that what you have really planned using your conscious brain but it can be planned by your unconscious brain as well when you might even be sleeping which you have stored in your Brarehouse(Bbrain warehouse like few days or few weeks before which you secretly wanted to do........then you really feel like being pissed off...
Just editing this to add one more think that I am feeling as much satisfied just to write this BullSh** blog than I probably had felt if I had hit six sixers in a over in the match of this evening ..oh really I mean it ;)
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